by Airmid
The meeting has just been set for the Yellowbox Warehouse but Matsuda is drifting in a sea of memories that refuse to leave and threaten to drown him.
Even if he survives, he feels that he already died, his promise kept and seen through to the end.
What surprises him is who shows up to help him see that he hasn’t been all the way hollowed out.
[Please see opening notes for dub-con]
Words: 183301, Chapters: 25/25, Language: English
- Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
- Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
- Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Categories: M/M
- Characters: Matsuda Touta, Near | Nate River, Yagami Light, Ide Hideki, Aizawa Shuuichi, Mogi Kanzou, Roger Ruvie, Yagami Sayu, Anthony Rester
- Relationships: L/Matsuda Touta, Matsuda Touta/Yagami Light, Matsuda Touta/Near | Nate River, Ide Hideki & Matsuda Touta, Aizawa Shuuichi & Matsuda Touta, Matsuda Touta & Yagami Sayu
- Additional Tags: Grief/Mourning, Heavy Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Manipulation, Past Relationship(s), Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Implied/Referenced Dubious Consent, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Matsuda Touta Is Not an Idiot, Self-Worth Issues, Survivor Guilt
